eyes ; windows through your soul

today we had a physical education lesson (p.e) . mrs boi did teached us a lot .. salah satu nye.. cara berjalan dengan betol .. haha siap buat catwalk lagy tuh (;

feels like i'm a model lak . haha pwasan! but its good anyway , its helps us to walk in a good posture . no more backpain and slump back (;

next , she teached us to express our emotion , whether i sad , happy , joy , funny etc..

we did the stuff at aerobic rooom , there have mirrors , so .. we can see our expression more clearly .. my group got a task to do a joyous face . haha

i got a lil bit excited , a girl with a face full of grin and smile . ouch! :DD

then , the fun time is over , we have math and bm . is a bit dry .. but wat to do . terpaksa lah.. recess time i bought karipap , keropok lekor and guava with asam boi on it . (;

pipi kutok2 and euw euw lak tgok me mkn.. eleh den she bought keropok lekor too!siap suap suap lagy ngn mien! awak da besar la syg! haha (;

den at class she said something with wong jo ann , eleh .. ingat aku ta dengar ke pi! tapi tape.. taknk mention it on blog.. hehe

account class pi kena balik! haha pn nor said .. "fiona memang macam tuh .. jahat! suka ambil barang orang , tapi nnti jangan ramapi suami orang pulak ok?"

haha! poor thing ! (: cian pi.. tibe2 kan pn nor tuh?

aduss tapaham aku..

so now , exactly at 3.27 here i am at perfection cafe .. waiting for add math class to start *groan*

da la penat , no rest! sampi pkul 9 den bole chow.. wat a torture man! . saba je la.. lagy 2 months to go.. den its freedom bebeh! (;

okiela , nk pergi beli some chips.. my stomach tengah grumble, marah kan tuan dye yang ta bagi mkn.. hehe.toodles!

MYSPACE

people , plese take note , i had deleted my myspace account okayh , its no longer there .. so whoever u see tryin to make a fake account of me , do throw angry and harsh words to her ok , she just a total FAKE who try to impersonate me . haish ... where is ur identities?
too embrassed to reveal it? come on la.. stop pretending!

p/s : sorry , i bukan delete sbb marah kat korang sume .. just ade sebab yang tak boleh diberitahu . its private & confidential ok . haha

what goes around comes back around

fiuh! lega sangat , da luahkan kat sumone i realy trust . hehe. hey girl , mark my word, what goes around comes back around . (; ceh cam lagu justin timberlake la.. haha
hmm . da da la tu pegy mengadu cerita yang ta betol tu .. stop pretending ok , u just make a bad impression of urself ok . please change!
so , today is the most fun day ever! pn prema tade , pn manishah mc leave , hehe. kelas riuh rendah , cik jah high today , merepek merepek , aliaa seperti biase , blur! . pipi kecoh . mar gelak gelak .. hehe mei yen -a.k.a dog (; pot pet 8 hours non-stop! haiyo . hehe . saket perot gelak .. besh! finally da truth yang abg wan da tawu da .. haha . abis la cik jah! he likes u back .. ooooooo(;
and i am happy today dat he remeber me , hehe . thanx AN! tiap2 ary maw kemsalam eh?
ok.. we will c samapi bile . (:
anyway , i pakai perfume RL la.. nape? nk beli ke?
:DD

so tommorow nk pergi shopink raye! yeha! nk beli kasut pe eh?
any suggestion ppl?
hmm , kena spend hours la thinking bout dat. baju da ade , red&black , lime green , purple and turqoise blue . haha , semngat nk raye budak nie! ;)
harap2 dapat puase penuh taun nie , hehe . amin..
okiela , there's nothing else i can say . hehe. dadaa . eh eh , gaga! :)
(p/s tribute to Lady Gaga)*_*

mr . low and his usual gay act

haha. bwu pas tusyen , besh tengok mr low danced depen kelas .hahahaha
blaja dfrentiation , (: kinda ok , it refreshed my rusty memory a lil bit . ;DD
so school yoday kinda fun . pot pet 8 jam , (basically scholl hours end up until 2.05 ) selebihnya , chat depan skola . haha
hmm , ade msalah skit , dis girl . nk my advice , tapi dye ta gunekan , ingat free ke?
adoi , next time .. da pk bagus .. jgn la gedik nk mintak nesehat org! huh , so.. wateve la.. idc bout u da !
ade krisis cikgu lawan cikgu . sume sbb demerit nye pasal , haiyo.. pn C .. jgn la over de top sgt . our class never could maintain the best class la.. u pon cakap we all dont deserve it rite?
so.. no point lecturing samapi bebulu telinga dengar ok! ape la cikgu zaman skrang .. nk ajar ajar la elok2, bukan pentingkan benda laen . .
so tommorow kinda bz day , i hope i can post another blog .. hope so! da mlm ,gotta chow la , datz all report for today , hehe. keep it nice and sweet , cewah! (: nantok la.. c ya soon!

i can't keep u much longer

I like this guy and he is just prefect, I just don’t know if he feels the same.
but ..
I can’t talk to you anymore, it’s not that I am mad at you, it’s just that when I talk to you I realize how much I love you and when I realize how much I love you, I realize I can’t have you and that makes me love you even more.

I guess we all make mistakes sometimes But you were my biggest.. so i just have to
forget the times you walked by, forget the times You’ve Made Me Cry, forget he time You Held My Hand, forget the Sweet Things If I Can, I Can No Longer Pretend, I Have To Remember Now That You’re Just A Friend..

i wish i could turn back time , but there is just no other way .. For him , i was just a history and i know it would be best for him to have a chance to see a dfferent world outside of me , i wish him a greatest luck in his love life , be happy sweetheart . .
i just want to sat that i'm sorry . loving u make me realise that true love will never fade away . ;)

sore

sore heart, headache, burning throat, oh wat a worst day ever . but still manage to type a blog . haha(: hmm , so ary nie exclusively ponteng sekolah . wehhu. grlfrens probably wondering y , dun worry honey , mama just need some rest ..
so ary nie mam bubur je , huhu . sian saya .. bosan , practically nk je lompat lompat . huhu , tapi kna baring ats katil .. mama tgok macam hawk , adoi.. boasn bosan bosan!
okiela , donno wat to say next , brain unconcius . ttyl!
p/s pray me saket lagy ok? hehe mls nk g skola ekcili! ;D

love love love

with much love i want to announce , thanx to PIPI <>

with her great help n care . huhu.

& to jannah , for lovely card .. i lovvveeee u! (:

pipi : nk iceream mintak je , takut aku lupe! *;)

&&& to him : i just miss u too much ;(

what a day

eiuww , i never know that learning reproduction chapters would b so gross . ! arghh , cam nk muntah je dlm bioLAB tadi , huhu . ade ke patot cikgu tunjuk gmba penyakit2 STD , omg! terkezut plus takut pon ade. haha . sian sape yang sumbang kan gamba tuh . suppose to take action or lesson from it , tapi tadi sume jerit2 , haha . pipi sampai kate tanak ank , hahahaha. eleh , yeke?

we will c it sumboday honey (:

sumpah geli ouh! yuck!!!

pasni takan makan sausage lagi! dats it !

nyway , zah kate redha jela, kna pandai cari husband , so guys! better get some medicak check up first ok ?

hahaha

so much to tell , so little time!

hey hey blogers! hee. windunye kat blog saye nie. da lame nk type. tapi macam macam hal .. tenet wat hal la , tade mase la .. tido la .. last last lupe nk blogger . (;

btw , banyak cter hawt! firstly official record nk cakap me da DELETE myspce! yap , dats is true . mayb u b wondering y , but i just da bosan ok?

probbaly akn buat balik ble time sesuai , or pas skola .. lagypun da tade keje kan?

so mengonline jela 24/7.

haha

hmm . tapi acc mys still ade . just record da vanished je . so .. nnti mayb continue balik with that account .. o .. nth . tgok jela.

so ary nie , bwu balik skola.. kat tusyen nie.. hehe

bosan .

kat skola ade cter tergempar sgt .. haha . perempuan gado sesame sndri sbb jeles?

haha

wtf kan?

ape la.. ngn spesies sndri pon nk jeles?

come on la u guys , b more mature ok?

grow up la.. name je da form 5?

jgn la bagi malu name stmary , kalu nk gado pon , tayah la nk nyebok hal org lain .. wat hal sndri suda ok?

(;

renung-renung kan .. dan selamat beramal ..

nyway , where the girl powers gone to?

rindu zaman power puff girls ! ;(

weekend

oh god, bosannye. kerja folia dadah ta siap , nk revise . hmm . tade routine lain ke , adoi! nway , ri neh dapat kol free. huhu , tah pape maxis kasi . birthday orang mane dye letak , time my birthday , kol orang kna lak tolak krdt . sengal sengal! :D
nyway , tringat pasal tusyen smlm , ade dis guy , name drahsiakan . ckupla dgn huruf B. hehe
ta sangke dat he likes me! wahwahwah. bkn pe , bkn nk sindir oh kecik kan hati dye .. bt we frm dfrent races , dfrent religion . ta mungkin la i nk couple ngn u .. ckup kwn je oke?
lgypun u kecoh la , nmpk cam poyo je .. i ta ske! hehe
mcm mane i dapat tawu?
ari isnn time tu i ta datang , den mr ben kecoh panggil nama nk bagi kertas math .
"aziey azman! sape aziey azman?! ambil cepat now!"
"sir , aziey ta dtg " kata nona.

den , nk djadikan crita .. ari friday je i dtg .. my fren gtwu . .
"aziey, time ko ta dtg tawu ta , geng2 R kate ..
"oh.. dat girl named aziey la.. so how?

pastu next day , time mr jb class . he waits for me after class.
time nk terun tangga je .. "bye aziey.. "
terus terbenti langkah nk trun tangga . .
hahahahaha.
CAM TA CAYE!!

lepas tu smlm , lewat masuk klas..
trus g slide card kat counter , den dye plak ade tggu depan pintu ..
he said hai again! haha
rase nk tergelak je time tu . tapi trus lari naik g klas ta ckp pe , yela klu reply balik dye ingat me ske dye lak . haha


pastu amek seat kat depan prasan dye dat he seated right accros the room , den afta chem class , ade break jap . suddenly rase ade org jlan blakang my seta. trus pandang blakng ..
wat the tut..!
he purposely seated right behind my back ..
omg .."nona . cube ko tgok kat blakang aku , sape yang dduk!
trus nona pusing .. den she laughed! macam kentot je dat guy! ..
aduii malu gua smlm .
hahaha

B o B .. why la u camnie?
dlu ok je .. asla tibe2? o u main-main? i hope u main- main je kayh .. cos sorry to say , i takan ske u .. ckup kawan je taw?
lagipon i da sayang kat someone , n i hope he still love me too . (:

anyway , dats da news for today . gotta chow , work is waiting ! haish!

troublemaker

hehe , yeah dats me . ari nie je da berjaya buat mama marah .hehe
bising satu rumah , mai aihh . pning kepale.
kat skola gado ngn kawan2. saje carik pasal.hehe ske kacau cik joyah ngn pendek. saje2 cari pasal. hahaha
pastu dgr citer pipi , ta abes2 ngn cheer . saket aty lak dgr pasal G & C . tua2 kerepot pon sebokk je. tawu la kaki marah . huh! hate u lahh. haha
cakap je RIMUP! dye pon samee. memeilih bulu. suwoh cuci toilet kank! ha bwu tawu..hehe
sian kat dak2 cheer., hurmm. cam ta dsayngi. tape2 ktwank support u guys okayh!

pagi2 kat skola da tade ckgu . duduk tgok cter phantom .wee ske sgt erik . hehe sume pakat melalak2 buat opera pastu . haha yang c pipi lak , aduss ader hati nk buat ballet! buat nyer tejatuh gedebok ! haha bawu padan . kuahkuahkuah.
basicaaly ari nie bosan sket . nie pon online sbbb kna buwat keje dadah bodoe tuh . haha. eh i bukan mengedar dadah ok , jus wat folio je . maklumla ahli SLAD! haha kadan2 sakit aty gak owg ingat ktwang ahli kumpulan SLUT! not me ok.. sesekali takan menjual dri , tapi act macam bitchy2 tu perlu. kemestian! haha
aduss pe la budak nie merapu , hmm tade pape da nk cakap . ha ha ! bwu teringat smlm , ade ds guy , dye ingat leh la main nyorok2 behind my back , tgok2 terkantoi. haha bukan main jnji la. adui PENIPU! KO MMG DASAR BUAYA DARAT YANG TA SEDAR DIRI! haha geraamnye .ekceli nga marah , tapi saje mengepykan dri , kank tapasal2 bloodpressure naek , wat pe nk pk pasal laki ta gune tuh . haha da la tade mase depan , pastu ade ke cari pegantti yang ta seberapa. ingat me kalah ngn model ke ape ke. tgok2 budak hingusan yang nk pakai baju pon ta reti . nth2 nk eja chromosome pon sejam bawu dapat . hahahahaha! well u E , kesian kat u . tgok la one day u nyesal knl ngn dye , dye just nk body u je. get it? haha bagi la , tapi jgn menagis melalak2 nnti ok?
;D

well , girl u just so dumb . pdn la ngn dye fat ASS F*ck*r!
huhu , and i tink tonite gonna be a good nite for them . (;
enjoy to rusticate darls , and wish u a good trip to hell ;DD


hahaha. I&E . u just make ur life in misery .

love like this.

Memories are the best souvenirs.
Parting of loving someoneis learning to let go.
Take a look at what you have. Think of all you did to get it.Remember it only takes one second to lose.
It's better to be with no one than to be with the wrong one.
Happiness is the best revenge!!!
Should I hate you because you hurt me?Or should I love you becauseyou made me feel special?
Deep down you know it's best for yourself,but you hate the thought of him being with someone else.
Now I believe it when people say love is blind...'cause I must have been blindto love a person like you.
Money can't mend a broken heart;that's Love's job.
One can not truly experiencethe beauty of love without enduring the pain that comes with it once it is lost.
It hurts to see the oneyou love happy with someone else, but it is more painful to see theyou are with unhappy with you.
The heart does heal and you will love like this again... only when you do, you will deny you ever felt like this before.
Why am I afraid to lose you when you're not even mine...
You will know that you love someone when you want him/her to be happy.Even if that means you're not a part of their happiness.
I was born the day you kissed me, died the day you left me, but lived for the time that you loved me i will always love him,I just won't love the way he treated me.
I cried when I knew I lost you,afraid I had lost it all.Then I realized that losing you, didn't have to mean I lost me.
One day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away.

he said that he love me?

he said that he need me?

i try to belive , but it just plain old lie..

u can fool me twice , but not now.

one day ..

boy , u will be sorry .

and i mean it!

new girl new life

9/07/09

three o clock in da morning..

zie.. atok da takde?

ha? betol ke ma? jangan la tipu!!

betol.. papa da pergi hosptal tadi , atok da takde..

terus terduduk aku nanges , tekejut sgt , rase bwu smlm tgok atok . shat lagi , bole gurau2 .. atok ....

:"(

takde perkataan yang boleh gambarkan betapa sedih gle + rase khlangn + rase syg yang takde bebelah bhgi .

god. i just love him too much .

tempat kan dye bersama org2 beriman . amin..

al fatihah.

atok , klu atok nk tahu . azie syg atok ..

ta sempat atok nk tgok zie amek sjil spm , tu yang terkilan . wan pon rase cam ta bermaya . tiap2 ari cium baju atok , tgok gamba atok..

papa pulak , ta pna tgok papa nges cam tu . papa kata tu la tgsn plg terok papa pna tgis ..

atok kna tawu sume syg atok ok..

azie nk jd better person .. cos azi tawu atok bole tgok pe kite orng buat sume kat dunia nie kan?

insyaalah ade ksmpatan zie lawat kubur atok ..

atok tggu azie kk.

zie akn jage wan , jage mama papa.. jadi ank yang baik..

zie doakan kite sume jumpe satu hari nnti , jadi satu fmily balik ..

zie akn work hard , untuk ambil yang tebaek dlm idup zie..

i will be a new girl , and strt a new life ..

n i never forget u..

;'(

dear mr. darcy

oh i wish to own a guy like mr .Darcy. after seen pride and prejudice basically twice at my skewl , haha klaka kan?

waktu sivik g tgok muvie lak , yeah well. most of 5sc3 citizen are too 'romantic' to be reconise! ;)

nampak je macam ta ske guy .. tapi deep down inside minah2 jiwang sume ! hee~

sampai marie and lulu sanggup ulang scene yang sama! tapi harapan nk tgok dorang kiss ta kesampaian! haha

well , bagus la! cter itu seswai for women of virtue! bak kata Pn Tan! (:

so hari nie nk tulis about Mr darcy . tadi kat skola pon ta abes2 cakap pasal script cair gle tuh . hehe. samapi berebut ngn pipi sape nk tulis kat blog dlu! hahaha. ;D

well. if i were lizzie , Elizabeth bennet , that lucky girl who own mr darcy , surely my heart will shoot out of to sky da. haha

the dialogue goes like this .. :

Elizabeth :I couldn't sleep.

Mr.darcy : Nor I. My aunt...

Elizabeth:Yes, she was here.

Mr.darcy How can I ever make amends for such behaviour?

Elizabeth: After what you've done for Lydia and, I suspect, for Jane,it is I who should be making amends.

Mr.darcy:You must know.Surely you must know it was all for you.You are too generous to trifle with me. You spoke with my aunt last night and it has taught me to hope as I'd scarcely allowed myself before. If your feelings are still what theywere last April, tell me so at once. My affections and wisheshave not changed. But one word from youwill silence me for ever. lf, however,your feelings have changed ...I would have to tell you, you have bewitched me,body and soul, and I love. I love... I love you .I never wish to be parted from you from this day on.

oohhh! . dont it just too sweet?

ade ke guy lagi cam dye? haha i knw i sound silly , its just a piece of well- written script , but for me .. that the most beautiful speech that a guy could say to a girl . ;)

its just too beutiful u knw, i tgok pon rase cam nk jerit same . haha satu kelas senyum2 suke. cehhh, mcm kitorang je yang kena proposed kan?

hee~

wah , well now mr. Darcy had really captured my heart . this is the most long written blog i ever wrote . haha , sume sbb cte tuh . hmm. sape la my future Mr . darcy kan? haha. a girl can dream kan? kan? hehe , spm pon ta amek lagy , ade hati! keep on dreaming la aziey!~ haha dush dush!!

i love u.

dear god.

plese dont take away him frm me.

i do love him too much .

please stay awake and be strong ok .

i know u will survive.

i will always pray for ur hapiness.

aziey syg atok seeesangaaaaaaaaat ok! jgn pegy dari azie.

atok syg azie kn?

hmmm

azie doakan atok cepat sembuh oke.

To / haji Abu Bakar : I LOVE U !

;'(

plkn oh PLKN

ouh . thank goodness ta dapat . haha if not i'll be suffering in misery and anger .
bkan pe . plkn is just not my thing ok. program2 dye mmg besh . tapi tlampau lama sangat to be away frm home. den sume plan tgendala pas spm.
as usual , sape yang dapat tu, i congrulate u . bersedia menyahut panggilan negara ok?
hehe (;