Monday, August 31, 2009

reminisce the Merdeka times.






Too much photo to be uploaded, setakat ini je yang mampu . hee~ anyway , saya rindu Cochraine , Dataran Merdeka ( eventhough panas gile , toilet busuk , makanan tak sedap ) :D hehe. Macam tak caye je masuk merdeka yang ke-52. Whatever is , i'm happy to be born in malaysia , be a malaysian .. cause we are all one . LIVE ONE MALAYSIA ! (:

Big BIG Mouth

hey , what's ur problem girl? u hate me? thank u . so now , take ur pretty asses home , & get lost ok! F*ck la.. ha , kan da kena. tak than gile. puase tak puase , lantak la. :!
Yang kau pun satu S , nk kena bagitahu satu dunia ke yang aku bagitahu?
why dun u just keep ur mouth shut! susah sgt ke? now , i dont trust u anymore .. what a good way to start a friendship! anyway , so call Linda .. peduli ape aku kau cakap macam tu? yes , i do hang a lot with teachers , bukan sebab nk used them for my own goods . i truly love them ok! kalau kau nk kate aku kaki bodek ke , ape ke , selalu sennag dapat korek rahsia ke .. why name aku tak diaclonkan sebagai pengawas? if im so called 'famous' la kan?
huh , ape la perempuan sekor tu , da lame hidup ke? tak pon .. memang saje nak carik pasal la. elok-elok aku sayang kawan-kawan aku . trus kau buat hal . thank u very muck ok , btw . . takan jamin la kau akn dapat A1 , kalau perangai yang suke berperangsangka buruk macam nie. Sia sia je pegi sekolah! jangan bagi aku jumpe kau ok! stay away from me , Loser.

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Happy Birthday MALAYSIA.


Selamat menyambut hari kemerdekaan yang ke -52.
Semoga malaysia terus aman dan makmur (:

LIVE One-MALAYSIA!
pssst : Semangat betol minah nie , hehe. =_=

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Listen to These Words


He says he's so in love
He's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows
He's all I think about at night
He walks by me
Can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
I'll bet she's beautiful
That girl he talks about
And she's got everything
That I have to live without
So I walk home alone
As I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down
And maybe get some sleep tonight
She better hold him tight
Give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes
And tell him how lucky is she


Courtesy of : Taylor Swift.
Current Mood : Breakable & Fragile
Last words : "He looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see"

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Fly Away , honey.


Any moment everything can change
Feel the wind on your shoulder
For a minute all the world can wait
Let go of your yesterday

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Cause it's your time
Time to fly

All your worries, leave them somewhere else
Find a dream you can follow
Reach for something when there's nothing left
And the world's feeling hallow

And when you're down and feel alone,
Just want to run away
Trust yourself and don't give up
You know you better than anyone else

Fly
Open up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
Fly
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life
And start to try
'cause it's your time
time to fly

Any moment, everything can change..


P.S/ thanks ABG AMIN for all your support and advice, i know that i am better than that! muchas grasias (:

Monday, August 24, 2009

Dilemma.

Is it possible to love someone you didn't know?

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Erti Ramadhan


Increasekanlah VOLT keimanan di bulan yang mulia ini .Biar setinggi mane pun AMPERE godaan yang yang melande. rintangilah dengan OHM OHM kesabaran dan ketakwaan . Ingatlah , jangan sesekali mengambil SHORT CIRCUIT kerana ianya akan menyifarkan VOLT keimanan. Imbangilah litar hidup di dunia dan di akhirat dengan mem'PARALLEL keduanya ... V=IR.

SELAMAT MENYAMBUT BULAN RAMADHAN :D

Friday, August 21, 2009

The Truth

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky his is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her..



P.S/ Don't let a relationship be a priority when you just an option to him . Live your life to the fullest & enjoy every minute of it 'cause you never know what tommorow might comes :)

BE HAPPY PEOPLE .
*i'm recovering right now , thanks to you sayang .. :)

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Love is ..

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labele d as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol.

Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

But she never forgot Eric.
Everyday, she put a red rose in Eric's locker.
Always with the same words.
'I care for you, and I always will'
Because she knew that Eric was facing a hard time.
Eric began to realise.
How dumb he had been.
His beloved girlfriend, Cathlyn.
Was flirting with other guys.
He regretted for choosing the wrong girl.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"


Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.

One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.
She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"
She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.

"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her.
"You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol.

A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.
Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

a day in JPWP


Tadi pergi seminar bio, dekat JPWP . it was ok .. naseb baek ade carissa. hehe . anyway , the talk was not bad actually , * siap dapat duduk sebelah RMC guys lagi.. :D
tapi tah macam mane , boleh tertido.. time discussing paper 3 , haiyo.. neseb baek guy sebelah kejutkan , THANK U ! tak sempat tanye name.. hehe wat malu je.
hari nie batuk batuk, have a sligtly fever .. takotla. taknk mati lagi! :(
lusa ade tassawur , first paper.. ta ready langsung!! . hmm azie azie. . pemalas betol!

quote for today : If you can make a girl laugh - you can make her do anything.
~so romeo , do take note ok! pssttt.. IMYSDFM!

officially closed .

dear 5sc3 citizen , tommorow make sure u wake up late ok! no one is allowed to go to school , (cause me said so..) hehe . da dapat persetujuan daripada neermala sendiri * & pn chieng too ;)
so , jangan mengade - ngade nk pergi sekolah ok? kelas 5SC3 OFFICIALLY CLOSED!
~due to H1N1 case . ( i da dapat symtom pertame -batuk batuk . so kalau taknak dapat infected , stay away from school % ME ok :DD hahaha.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

secret admire


i was singing at the top of my lung of Te Amore by rihanna when an unknown numb text me .. (; i kinda thinking bout him too. What a surprise , btw.. i miss u . seriously !
a H1N1 case had been reported at my school , everybody start freaking out. haha i wore a mask , really look like a ZORRO *sheesh* hehe. sampai ta nampak mate :D
anyway , trial exam is around the corner , wish me luck !

p/s : where are u again my mr X? please tell me that u miss me too ?
* rinnnduuu! *

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

rainy day



nowdays , its rains.. suits my gloomy-dark mood :D such a cold weather , memang best tido kat skolah . hehe. pastu siap boleh berangan lagy , what its like to be kissing in a rain .. hmm.. (:
Oh romeo , where are you?

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

one step at a time



Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.
~Helen Keller~

Which expert in the building trades has ever built a great tower and never started with one brick? Who has ever started to walk without crawling and standing up to take that triumphant first step? I shall take each step, unshaken by all the chains that I allow myself to bind me, and rebuke them out of my path. The chain of fear.The chains of the mind that make me feel inferior.My past failures and faults .I will rebuke these for these will invite procrastination and stop the next step that will bring me closer and that giant step that will cause my future to flourish. In this manner, I will become a slave to my accomplishments and life will have meaning. In the harshest of all storms, in the scorching sun and the coldest days, I shall know that these are there to help me to be stronger for nature has seasons that keep benefiting its habitat. Each and every rebuff and obstacle I will call friend, for they will teach me the art of perseverance and endurance and my crown humbleness, as these are the secrets to all glory under the sun. When all spectators tell me what to do, I will commit to learn only secrets they posses of success while forgetting their advise of pity, for the fear they hold is too contagious to my steps. What storm does not pass under the sun?What victory does not end? Each day I will know that every event of failure and every event of victory shall pass. I will take one step and another one until this great tower, this legacy, is well completed.Only with a step.

Monday, August 10, 2009

kiamat suda dekat .

hehe , tataw nape tulis tittle camtu . just terlalu depressed & sad ! ;(
i just need some good advice , help me pls ..
:(

Sunday, August 9, 2009

uranium-235


a weekend of studying physic. otak pon da merenk sikit. haha. anyway , besh! rase nk cipta je a bomb atom , then jadi macam al-Qaeeda member, (pasang kat badan) ;) letupkan diri sendiri! *tu pon kalau stres tahap dewa la.. hehe

hmm. anyway semalm pergi tgok fad(my pet bro) kena operate cause appendix, poor thing . sian dye tengok telantar kat hospital bed. cam tak caye je , boleh menggedik-gedik berape hari lepas , teros sakit! tu la, aziey kate jangan makan pedas pedas sgt , kan da kena! da la tinggal scar kat perot! * it looks kinda scary taw! * sokayla , janji kamu selamat , get well soon ok! muah muah!


owite , time to hit the books again , *malas giler!! hmm, wat to do .. toodles! (:

Friday, August 7, 2009

adrenaline rush

exactly at 11 p.m , just got our trial schedule , haiyo! mati.. da la tassawur lagi two weeks , wtf! ta ready ape2 pon.. ;(
hmm, wateve is .. kna la be preapared. kna jadi burung hantu.. ta tido mlm. den dapat eye bag percuma ;)
hmm. so mayb ta kan update blog selalu.. tgok la if rajen ok?
too adik jannah ! good luck in pmr trial ok?
do ur besh..

To 5 sc 3 citizeen : it wiil be a battlefield again this time. girls , get ur armour preapared! (:

Lastly~ :SHE DESPERATELY NEED A HUG FROM THE LOVED ONE! ;D
where are u darls? ;'(

Monday, August 3, 2009

monday's Blues

* i need a hug ;(
The first week of august , i got my worst flu and fever ever! (bukan pergi mne-mane pon) ish.. macam kena symptom H1N1 je.. luckily tak!*lepas kna injection pagi tadi* ;(


hmm. so ta pergi sekolah lagy, dowank mesti ingat me ponteng , well honey! orang da pakai baju sekolah.. den papa pusing balik .. kesian tgok i macam mayat hidup je.. terbaring dalam kereta. hahaha! so , a holiday at home la today. tido , makan ubat , bace chem , tido balik.. kepale da pusing pusing macam dengar lagu trance. hee~


anyway, besok hopefully dapat pergi skool , da recover sket.. lepas papa bawak balik one whole box of cadbury chockies! tank u papa , i loovve u . (;




p.s : counting the days for trial ! baru 60% ready .. OMG!

Saturday, August 1, 2009

metamorphosis


hey yaw! (;

yesterday bio class was the best one ever! haha . we learnt about how animals made love . haha sounds interesting rite? *joking*

i never knew how cockroach makeout , but know i do.. haha . its kinda groos ! and snake too. they entangeld themselves about an hour! how tiring! ;DD

i do learnt about butterfly .. they have a lifespan about one day?

ciannyer.. naseb baek i bukan rama rama .. hmm.

i discovered that one of my friends like my girlfrens?

hey.. wat pe nk malu malu.. gtawu je la ok? i tanak jadi orang tengah uu. get it?

banyak lagy kerja ok.. haish.. trial lagi one month!! wat to do?

haiyoo.. donow where to start la..

so, tadi ondeway pergi tusyen papa da tanye macam macam bout studies.. god! takut la if im dissapoint him.. any tips to excel in add math? especially in trigo! ish sangat la benci.. ;"(

tape la papa, azie try to work hard ok.. dont worry . i would not let u down.. jgn risau bout me .. (:



tadi ade kelas akaun, buat revision! besh (: pastu investigate mr rajoo. lah.. cikgu aminuddin baki rupanya! mmg dye agak betol la.. pening tgok dye ajar diffrent from pn nor!

so dis weekend , dont know wat to do.. jap lagy pergi cari kasut . nk carik high heels la.. haha ta pernah pernah suke pakai high heels.. (alh sekai sekala nk lawan pipi) jeles tengok dye leh lari lari ngn shoes tinggi 5inch! haih , jatuh patah pinggang belakang kank! bawu tawu.. sian ur boyfie to be.. (; kena carry u all the time! ;DD

okiela , dats all i tink fer now, nk g washroom (: nature's call!hahahaha. *i wish i do have wings, jauh la nk jalan!*